You know, it's funny how life can make you so happy and at the same time you can feel so empty. Don't get me wrong I brought his on myself and don't get me wrong I am happy. It's just a coincidence a really bad one to see how life unfolds itself to you. Everyone says that everything happens for a reason. So at the times when one feels shitty, alone, and useless, it happens for a reason. With times of disappointment, regret, bitterness, one feels numb, doesn't know how to feel or sometimes just wants to curl up into a ball and just sulk into the feeling. Life does go on and it is always going to have its moments of feeling like this. And since I am human, I think, I do hate feeling like this, really just wanting to have the feeling of someone there, someone just someone.
To think about how much we control our lives, the things we do to make things happen sometimes by the chance of luck do not happen. No matter how much one wills something, that's life for you.
To think about the realities of our will and desires and then the realities of what is able to happen. Sometimes we all have this utopia in our minds and how we wish to escape our real lives into this dream world. It's where will power is king, no realities except for the one we make on our own.
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